Auto immune disease and mesh rejection

From personal experience, I have to wonder about the accuracy of reports when I hear about the “success” of mesh. I have had life changing complications as a result of mine. I saw the surgeon who performed the operation multiple times in the year following the surgery and I have even seen other surgeons and medical professionals for other opinions. What I wonder, is who, and more importantly how, information is reported. I feel like my surgery is considered a success in their eyes. I wonder how many other people feel like the surgery did not go well and the surgeons aren’t hearing the feedback.