Pain Diary

I am tired of fighting, Doctor. I can’t keep searching for a cure that I may never find. I have searched for over a year, and I have suffered unimagineably for every day of that year. I am in so much horrific, agonizing, pain. I only see 2 choices now:

– Committing suicide

– Having a hemicorporectomy (A surgery to remove the lower half of my body.) At this point, I would do it just to live what remains of my life in comfort

I probably would not find a surgeon willing to perform such a procedure considering that I do not have a terminal illness, just pain. Plus, the cost is exhorbitant.

I don’t see any other way out.