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Pain Diary
I am in a similar situation, however i lost a testicle through misdiagnosis of testicular cancer and have chronic pain in my groin and testicle on the other side. Its like a constant reminder of the trauma ive been through. Im having surgery next month to see if heres a hernia but im really worried that they’re not gonna find anything and it’ll be classed as nerve damage etc. You need to know ur not alone in this. I was 28 and a very active bodybuilder in the best shape of my life. Then the pain started and its cost me a testicle, my confidence, my mental health and almost 3 years of my life. You are not alone my friend. The only way ive survived so far is to coach myself into seeing this whole saga as a challenge i must overcome. If u can make it through this u can make it through anything. I turned to drugs in the first year, cocaine and ecstasy to numb the pain and somehow got through it. Im not sure if i can give my personal email on here but if u want to contact me through that I’ll try and send it.
Cheers
Paul