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Chronic pain that will not go away
This is my first post and I’m sorry that it is a long read but I am out of options and really have no one else to ask. I had my first IH operation in 2008 and everything was going great until I decided to go back to the gym in 2010. I was in the middle of a workout when I felt the mesh tear open. I went back to the original surgeon and he did an MRI but said everything was fine. I went to get a second opinion and the surgeon said everything looked fine but something felt weird and decided to operate. Sure enough the mesh had separated but was still laying in place and that’s why it didn’t show up on the CT. He operated and everything was going great till I was working on my car one evening in 2012 and once again I felt the mesh tear but it was a different feeling than the previous time. I go back to see the surgeon and once again the MRI showed nothing. I go for a second opinion and that surgeon says everything looks and feels fine but I do have a IH on the opposite side. The day of the surgery I explained to him that I was very uncomfortable with him not at least going in and looking at the side I have been having problems with. After the surgery he said he fixed the new IH and when he looked at the side that I had been having problems with he discovered that the mesh was still attached as it should be but the mesh had split down the middle. I was in shock but he had pictures to prove it. So he plugged it and once again everything was going good. Then in late 2013-early 2014 I was again working on my car and felt the mesh on my left side rip open (the new side) and I go through the same MRI routine. They tell me everything is fine but at this point I do not trust the MRI machines because I’ve been down this road too many times. The surgeon tells me its just swollen seminal vesicles and I listen to him and go to a urologist. He treats my but my nausea (which I experience every time I rip open a patch) has not gone away and tells me that there is no way the swollen seminal vesicles could be causing that. This time I go to another surgeon and he tells me that my left side patch did indeed rip open. He told me that since I’ve had so many problems that he put a small patch over the incision then a larger patch over the smaller one on both sides. Well once again everything was going great till about 5 months later when I went to get into my truck. I set down and felt something pull and immediately after that everything started convulsing and I became very nauseated. After about 30 seconds the convulsing stopped and I managed to make it home but stayed on the couch for 4 days. Well the convulsing never happened after that night but I had issues with the nausea and it has been hard to stand for long durations. I also have had a lot of pain in my left testicle and have been having issues with my left leg going numb. I kept hoping that this will get better but a couple weeks later the pain started to increase and I noticed some bruising on the underside of my penis and a bruising line that runs down and divides my testicles. Well here it is in 2015 and I’m still having issues with pain in my testicles and left leg. I can’t even go to the gym to walk on a treadmill because long strides cause a good bit of discomfort. I’ve been telling myself that this is something that I’m just going to have to live with but I thought I would post this to see if there is any hope that one day I might have a normal life. I’m 33 and have given up on the gym, working on cars, and other typical guy stuff just so I can function at work. If I do anything to aggravate my current situation then I miss work due to the pain. Any help or words of wisdom will be greatly appreciated. I live in Texas if that helps. Sorry for the long post.
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